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(no subject) [Mar. 31st, 2008|03:32 pm]
[the mood |great]
[the sound |You & I by Krypteria]

Sooo. Seems like I'm taken again.

Now before the few of you who are still reading this yell at me for not keeping you updated, I assure you, this turn of events has surprised even me.
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(no subject) [Mar. 7th, 2008|10:10 pm]
[the mood |blank]

Ja. Wir sind hier...

"Yes. We are here..."

An entire play of 1.5 hours and that's what sticks. The last words. Quite literally for the characters, most likely.

It's not like you didn't see it coming. It's more like knowing that this is not how it should be. That there is something fundamentally wrong when a story takes such a turn.


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And life...

Life is a blurry photo of an empty street by night, traffic lights green, taken with a cell-phone on a dying battery.

That's what I thought anyway after taking said picture with no other thought than "Somebody should capture this."
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(no subject) [Feb. 25th, 2008|02:38 am]
[the mood |alive]
[the sound |Poison by Alice Cooper]

Ah yes. Blues Brothers is such an excellent movie...

And I finished Guitar Hero 2 on medium today.

In other news I am on vacation and have been to some of the most epic parties lately.

Things could almost be well, but there's always an itch you can't scratch. That's when you start yelling at the wrong people for all the wrong reasons.

Should lay my tarot cards and meditate. Will instead sleep soon though.
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(no subject) [Feb. 15th, 2008|04:00 pm]
[the mood |bleh]
[the sound |Crazy On You by Heart]

How you can tell you have a bad day? You can't play even your favourite songs on Guitar Hero properly. My ring finger doesn't obey.
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I promise, I won't sing... [Feb. 5th, 2008|12:31 pm]
So today, the US is having something called a Super Tuesday. Contrary to popular belief, it's not called that way because of the election thingies going on.

Super Tuesday is in fact -if memory serves me right, anyway- the international holiday that's Ryuu's birthday.

So Happy Birthday, my friend.

May all of your dreams come true for you this year while I wish you health, happiness and new insights.

Yours,

Shadow
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Little Big Steps [Jan. 20th, 2008|01:02 am]
[the mood |fine]
[the sound |Breaking the Law by Judas Priest]

Some things aren't well yet.

But tonight one thing did turn out so.

I'm glad.
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(no subject) [Jan. 9th, 2008|01:42 pm]
[the mood |annoyed]
[the sound |Back in Control by Sabaton]

I bought Guitar Hero II today. And I didn't play it yet. Need to do other stuff first.

A few political notes.

 -1. Is throwing away food a bad thing? Are people starving in the third world? Is the greenhouse effect happening? If you answered all these with yes... stop with your NIMBY bullshit. Genetic engineering needs to be researched and done. Should things be sold to people without undergoing thorough tests? No. But people will have to realize that breeding is genetic engineering too and also had its share of mishaps. Doesn't change the fact that we will need this technology if we still want to have food in 30 years so research has to start now.

-2. Juvenile criminals. Are they a problem? Fuck yeah. But raising the maximum penalties won't change a thing if our judges won't even apply their full power now. Not like one of these youths will consider whether what he's about to do nets him 10 or 15 years. He'll think about whether he's gonna get caught. You need more police watching the street and don't rely on scare-them-straight-tactics. You want to really stop the problem, grab it by the root. These guys need perspective. Education. Some degree they can get a job with. The lowest branch of our school system does not provide this degree anymore and most of these guys are there. There's been too much saving on both police and education and now stupid conservatives are campaigning with grand ideas like throwing criminal immigrants out of the country like this would solve anything.

-3. There's no half moon gonna rise over our town just because a mosque will be built. You're not providing for integration if you allow one part of your population to live out their religion and forbid it to another. The double-standards here are sickening anyway. Nobody would open his mouth if it was a synagogue. And scientology's dianetics fools aren't kept from spreading pamphlets downtown either. You want to see if there's extremists brewing something up in that place? Go there. Keep an eye on them. Just because it's a mosque doesn't mean it's lawless space. It's still Germany and all rules apply. Still these things need to be build for equality's sake.
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(no subject) [Jan. 6th, 2008|12:44 am]
[the mood |good]
[the sound |Light in the Black by Sabaton]

Yeah. So it's 2008. That's the future. Where the hell is my jet-pack?

Resolution is mainly to stay in contact with distant people more. Like writing text messages and emails more.

Concert in Salzburg was amazing. The following LAN party was excellent. And Salzburg was amazing. Nightwish was amazing. Van Canto was amazing. It was even amazing how little food and sleep a man needs. Nightwish was amazing too. Love the new singer.

Things are all in all going pretty well as you may have guessed as I normally only write her when things are messy. Talked a lot off my chest in good company yesterday, when I was somewhat drunk. Maybe I'll get around and write some philosophical insights down again here somewhen.

Catch you all later.
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(no subject) [Dec. 27th, 2007|03:25 pm]
[the mood |alright]
[the sound |Flame of Youth by Dragonforce]

Back from Christmas limbo. It was pretty peaceful for the most part at least.

Preparing mentally for the concert now.

Here's a meme thing I stole from Yubi: http://kevan.org/johari?name=White_Shadow
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(no subject) [Dec. 9th, 2007|04:00 am]
[the mood |tired]
[the sound |Body Breakdown by Dragonforce]

I Am A: Neutral Good Human Sorcerer (3rd Level)


Ability Scores:

Strength-10

Dexterity-15

Constitution-11

Intelligence-13

Wisdom-14

Charisma-15


Alignment:
Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.


Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.


Class:
Sorcerers are arcane spellcasters who manipulate magic energy with imagination and talent rather than studious discipline. They have no books, no mentors, no theories just raw power that they direct at will. Sorcerers know fewer spells than wizards do and acquire them more slowly, but they can cast individual spells more often and have no need to prepare their incantations ahead of time. Also unlike wizards, sorcerers cannot specialize in a school of magic. Since sorcerers gain their powers without undergoing the years of rigorous study that wizards go through, they have more time to learn fighting skills and are proficient with simple weapons. Charisma is very important for sorcerers; the higher their value in this ability, the higher the spell level they can cast.


Find out What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus</a></b> (e-mail)



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And these eyes. Probly it's the eyes above everything else...
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(no subject) [Dec. 1st, 2007|12:38 am]
Here's to a man tough as leather. A man who lived for nearly a decade. A man to whom I owe too many things to name. A man who will be missed dearly.

Here's to my Grandpa. Thank you for everything.
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1, 2, 3 [Nov. 29th, 2007|10:58 pm]
[the mood |alright]
[the sound |Battlefield by Blind Guardian]

First: Wow. Had nearly forgotten about the weight of a REAL sword. Still glad I got my hands on one just after watching the Dungeon Siege movie. Remarkably, it wasn't TOO bad. Boll is an awful director and Dungeon Siege is an awful game. Making an average movie from this is an effort. Except for some weird things like acrobatic Elves, regal ninjas and a 'simply fabulous' villain, it's a solid piece of hack and slay fantasy.

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Second: Strange, you'd think finding out somebody is not at all (anymore) who you thought them to be would help changing your view on them. Well if it did, the change was minutely. Not sure what to make of this all yet.

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Third: My thoughts go out to Ryuu, who, in a case of massive fail and faggotry, is currently in a less than marvellous situation. Smitings should commence should this state last longer than I deem acceptable. Hiroshima will look like a fucking sandbox compared to what I'll go do there should she get hurt or harmed. And if this means the end of Eastern video games. Fear me. Fear my righteous wrath. Grrr.
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Silly meme from Ryuu [Nov. 16th, 2007|05:12 pm]
[the mood |okay]
[the sound |The Device Has Been Modified by Victims of Science]

"If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?"
(Now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be).
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(no subject) [Nov. 11th, 2007|01:24 pm]
[the mood |blah]

Me and my big mouth.
But at least the first hour of the day was nice.
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(no subject) [Nov. 11th, 2007|12:12 pm]
[the mood |happy]
[the sound |It's my Life by Paul Anka]

The sun rises every morning. I tend to forget that in the middle of the night.
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Mulan [Nov. 6th, 2007|09:58 pm]
[the mood |great]
[the sound |see below]

This improved by day.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=6HGNa4utkkk

And because there hasn't been a lyric post in a long time:


Let's get down to business - to defeat the Huns
Did they send me daughters when I asked for sons?
You're the saddest bunch I've ever met
But you can bet before we're through
Mister, I'll make a man out of you

Tranquil as a forest
But on fire within
Once you find your center
You are sure to win
You're a spineless, pale pathetic lot
And you haven't got a clue
Somehow I'll make a man out of you

I'm never gonna catch my breath
Say goodbye to those who knew me
Boy, was I a fool in school for cutting gym
This guy's got 'em scared to death
Hope he doesn't see right through me
Now I really wish that I knew how to swim

(Chorus:)
Be a man
We must be swift as the coursing river
Be a man
With all the force of a great typhoon
Be a man
With all the strength of a raging fire
Mysterious as the dark side of the moon

Time is racing toward us till the Huns arrive
Heed my every order and you might survive
You're unsuited for the rage of war
So pack up, go home you're through
How could I make a man out of you?

(repeat chorus)
(repeat chorus)
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Big Damn Hero [Nov. 6th, 2007|03:33 pm]
[the mood |determined]
[the sound |Heeding the Call by Hammerfall]

Fuel almost drowned the spark this time, but now we have a flame. The fact there's stuff I can't manage or bring myself to do (yet) doesn't mean I can give up my position that easily.

I walked yesterday's talk and got the paperwork out of the way. So, should I meet my unlikely fate, I have now given permission to my corpse being gutted and my insides being passed on to people who have more use for it.

Will look into blood donation too, maybe. As soon as I manage to overcome my dislike for needles.

Thanks for the kick, Ryuu. Feeling better now.
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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2007|06:09 pm]
[the mood |alright]
[the sound |Master of Sorrow by Russell Allen & Jorn Lande]

So, according to the picture meme done by other people,

I am... )
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And now two memes, from Allandaros and Ryuu [Nov. 3rd, 2007|12:38 pm]
[the mood |restless]
[the sound |Gone with You by Am I Blood]

Comment, and I will comment back with a picture of the fictional character that most reminds me of you. Then post the same in your journal and join in the fun!

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REPLY AND

1:
I'll respond with something random about you.
2:
I'll challenge you to try something.
3:
I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4:
I'll tell you something I like about you.
5:
I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6:
I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7:
I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8:
If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal
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Language Rant [Oct. 24th, 2007|11:17 am]
[the mood |alright]
[the sound |Space of Disgrace by Twilightning]

Depending on where you work, this might be considered NSFW. No pictures though. )
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